It has been a long three weeks. Back on the job and hating it as usual. The money is ok I just wish I had more to occupy my mind instead of folding fabric for eight hours a day. Sometimes even the books on my digital book reader don’t help a whole hell of a lot. I have been thinking that I don’t really do much with my life and have started thinking of what to do to improve this.
I have come to the conclusion that there is not much I can do at this particular moment. I plan to start saving up forty bucks a week starting this coming week and perhaps before I die I might be able to afford a house. I plan to look into starting a savings account soon as well.
This week is the end of outside the house gaming for me as well. I am sick of the fourth edition games and it is costing too much to continue them. So I suppose that we have had our rather expensive fun by going to Gaming Underground here in High Point, N.C. I will miss gaming out but it’s time to focuse on more important stuff now. Like building up a checking/savings account. Buying a house. Buying or getting a loan to finance a new truck. I simply won’t have time to game anymore. I will have a house by 2015 or I will settle down and rent something for the rest of my natural life. I am getting sick of trying to get ahead frankly. I know that some of this is pure moodiness on my part and I accept that. I am also thinking of returning to school and getting a degree in something. It will take a while to save up for that though. I wouldn’t mind not going back to school if I could get a job I marginally like. However I don’t think that is likely to happen while I am still alive. Shrugs. Whatever. I will ride out my job here as long as I can. I might hate the fuck out ofit but I have to get my quarters in so I can go on my own benefits ortherwise what the fuck am I doing any of this for? Anyhow that’s my rant for this week. Tune in next week when hopefully I will be even more depressed and bitchy.
“That’s right. Life is out to get you. Anyone who says differently is selling something.”